Hormonal

I find that these last few days I've put myself on an emotional roller coaster. No one has insulted or hurt me other than my vivid imagination. I've also found out that my monthly friend is playing a big role in this emotional roller coaster of mine. Why? Why are women subjected to this one time a month (once in a blue moon for me thanks to Mirena)? I swear I appear to be this unstable, crazy lady that can't handle some quiet time. I've made a mountain out of a mole-hill and then some.

Does anyone ever reach that point where you can't stand yourself? Don't misunderstand me. I am generally a good person. Sometimes too good. I am constantly putting myself last and others needs first. I am guessing that so much of that takes it's toll when I am hormonal.

Today, I can sit and find at least 10 things about myself that I am not happy with. At least a New Year is a few days away and I can resolve to change those things, right? I mean, I can lose weight, eliminate debt, save money, and some how fix my sagging body and crows feet. LOL! I am guessing now you are understanding why I this blog is titled "Diary of a Drama Queen...".

I do see the good in my life. I've written about that before. So, don't automatically assume that I am self-absorbed, selfish individual filled with shallow thoughts. I am not at all like that.

Maybe now that I've released this, I will feel better. I am not even an emotional eater. I haven't really pigged out in days. I have a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. Hey, at least that will help with the weight loss resolution.